my thoughts portray my reality
you can call me george. a creative with my hand in too many cookie jars. i'll be doing one thing, but i'd thinking about something else. my head is always in the clouds and i eventually bring myself back into the present. i like to think i come back a little wiser with a renewed sense of inspiration though. it's how i'm able to capture the image of an individual in their natural state or like a movie scene still. like how people hire photographers because they have "the eye" for it. it's true. it's a craft, requires practice.
as someone who's been in this field for more than 9 years let me give you a tip when smiling for the camera: get out of your head. not only are you using the motor part of your brain to force a smile that's painfully obvious for me to see behind the lens while you break a sweat looking like you're calling for help, you're forcing a smile that's charged with anxiety, stress, trauma, insecurities, daily life problems, etc. and that's okay, you're not alone in that. but trust when i say you don't want to capture that as a memory. so no thoughts, no buts or ifs, no pressure and just fuckin laugh for the hell of it. you're alive. you'll be okay.
all the labels, everybody playing pretend, people tricking themselves into being 'a someone' without realizing they already are enough don't realize they lose themselves in the process of creating a new character. and that's not the same thing as improving yourself so don't get it twisted. just remember
don't take the rules so seriously. world's a sandbox, have fun with it.